Well, I really don't want to talk about it because it really brings me down. But I am going to have to miss Zumba for 6 weeks. Well Zumba for Rachel. Yes, you heard that right. Yesterday it was very rough for me. I know people are like, whats the big deal? So its 6 weeks, you will get back...Yeah you are all right. But, it is still hard. This is not something here or there for me. Something I miss because something "better" comes along. Yes if something has to be happened & no way around it, sure miss but otherwise I just can't. That is my stress release, that is my fun time, that is where I get to talk to friends, Hang out with friends, people are happy I'm there. What if I lose my spot?! What if people don't miss me after week 2? . I know silly but things that run thru my head. Then of course the major thing, what if I back pedal, what if I gain weight back? What if don't do enough to lose anymore. ( Course I don't know if I can lose anymore but still trying ).
Training hours are going to be smack in the middle of the day & long, so that really messes with things. My eating is going to be totally screwed up because my lunch will be mid afternoon. ( so weird ) Not enough time to really do much in the mornings or after, because it is getting darker earlier & earlier. So alot of sitting on my butt. Have to pay attention, lots of info in a small time, so can't be sneaking off to my gazelle & just listening either, LOL.
I will have my dvd's at home ( which isn't the same but better than NOTHING ), Saturday Zumba Toning & Zumba Regular, Try to do some walking & hopefully a Zumbathon will pop up somewhere :) Trying to think positive & hope the 6 weeks I can't be there FLIES!
My Last Zumba Day with Rachel for 6 weeks is September 1st. Pout!
I will make it thru. It sucks sometimes the things we have to do, but, I have to do this for more pay & more benefit.
SO this means all you that CAN go, BETTER go! Go in my place, start it, love it, Do it!!! :) Make me feel better by making sure you are going & starting it!!! Come on! You can do it!
Zumba Love <3
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